Showing posts with label illlness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label illlness. Show all posts

Sunday, April 21, 2013

HOW YOU DOING?

HOW YOU DOING?

Do you feel good?  Do you feel healthy?  Do you like yourself?  I feel good.  I have a positively charged energy constantly charging and recharging me.  This positive energy keeps me feeling incredible.  No matter what my thoughts are or what I express I feel good.  I’m happy to be it and happy to do it.  I walked around the flea market yesterday sad and heavy hearted.  I was happy to be sad and heavy hearted.  I imagine folk wanted to talk me out of being sad.  I bet folk wanted to tell me to cheer up or tell me things weren’t so bad.  No one got to said a thing.  I wouldn’t allow it.  I was happy to be sad.  I felt good about being sad.  I was okay being sad.  It felt good to be sad.  I feel good no matter what. 

For a while I felt unhealthy.  I was hurting.  My body hurt.  It was like misery was trying to set into my flesh.  An illness had hit me and tried to become my life.  I was hurting, bad.  After following the advice of a doctor, after being educated on the illness and after using the medicine, I, am well.  I feel healthy.  I don’t hurt anymore.  My body is expressing excellent health when it speaks to me. My body used to have groans now it has songs.  I don’t hurt anymore nor do I expect to hurt again.  I have never felt so amazing or known myself to be so healthy.  I feel healthy. 

I consider myself a 2 not a 10. IIWII. I like me.  I like what I see when I look in the mirror.  I feel sexy when I look at my body.  I see that my beauty is exotic looking at my face.  I’m becoming to me.  I feel gorgeous looking at myself.  I’m okay with seeing myself like this.  I also like my character and attitude.  Sometimes I’m not nice.  Sometimes I put my hand on my hip. Sometimes I’m mean and surely.  Sometimes I put folk in check.  I’m not always polite.  I don’t always put others before me.  I don’t always act christianly.  I’ve been called wicked.  I wouldn’t change a thing.  I like every bit of it about me.  I don’t feel guilty about who I’ve been or what I’ve done nor do I regret any of being me.  I like me.  I like who I am.  I like what I look like.  I’m too sexy. 

Again, HOW YOU DOING? Do you feel good?  Do you feel healthy?  Do you like yourself?

I heard a man say to the crowd “Do you”.  Can you afford to do you?  Do you have to defend yourself when you do you?  I do me without anxiety and me has no complaints.  Me, I’m doing well.  HOW YOU DOING? 


SOT; Aint nothing wrong with enjoying the FOYL.